Fairyblueskies

Counting the days of death when I can lay my tourtured head to rest! Where all the peace will finally come. All the memorys will be undoe. No more pain No more hurt! Just laying 6ft down, in the dirt! There will be no crys There will be no tears For none will no I was even here! I will lay in my tomb wrapped in decaying flesh this is where I will feel my best! No more anger in my heart No more feeling of falling apart. Sleeping the rest of my enternity

Bleeding: Cut me open....Watch me bleed black. Ask me how I feel..........I reply back.........NUMB Tell me to Love you..............I say.......I hate that word! Say dont be angry.................THen you better kill me...............It wont go away! Tell me to try.................I have...............My whole life. Tell me to stay.......WHY????.......EAsier to Runaway!! Ask why so sad???..................Im not sad......Just tourterd. Ask me the meaning of life.......I Say........Its Black and White with shades of grey!

Dying Love: It was a cold snowy night, I was sitting pondering that fight. Wondering, Worring, Letting my mind wonder feelings all involving you! Sometimes I think we were the 1 + 1 That = 2 !! Maybe i was a fool to love you. Maybe it was ment to be nomore me and you...But when we were together it felt like something??? All this confusion and bullshit!!Those long nights we used to sit and talk, forgetting the world was still living, Time frozen only you and I.......But then..... Our Love DIED